Jeff and Gretchen got married on Saturday and I had never gotten such a big reality check in my entire life. I need to grow the fuck up, man. Our friends have babies! Our friends have marriage licenses! Our friends don't party all the time!
Am I a free spirit or just lagging behind?
Tuesday, August 10, 2010
Thursday, August 5, 2010
Things I have learned about myself.
I cringe when people call me "Steph".
I had a dream the other day that I went to Pitchfork/Lollapalooza/Insert-name-of-music-festival and I woke up with a panic attack, which just solidifies my phobia of crowds and overstimulation.
Despite my homebody tendencies, I sure do work and go out a lot.
I like living in my head more than in real-life.
I have five dresses in my closet that still have the tags on them.
If my mother weren't such a tough lady and hadn't raised me as such, I'd surely have a constant-victim mentality.
I am constantly searching for a way out or something better.
I had a dream the other day that I went to Pitchfork/Lollapalooza/Insert-name-of-music-festival and I woke up with a panic attack, which just solidifies my phobia of crowds and overstimulation.
Despite my homebody tendencies, I sure do work and go out a lot.
I like living in my head more than in real-life.
I have five dresses in my closet that still have the tags on them.
If my mother weren't such a tough lady and hadn't raised me as such, I'd surely have a constant-victim mentality.
I am constantly searching for a way out or something better.
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